Thursday, October 16, 2008

Feeling Hopeless

I know it's been nearly 2 months since my last post, but because I live in a hospital there's never anything of interest happing to write about. I mean I don't exactly have what one would call an active social life. Sadly, I spend much of my time in my room playing World Of Warcraft these days. It certainly helps keep my mind off of things I'd rather not think about, but I know that's not very healthy. It's like people that drown their sorrows or what have you in a bottle. I may forget my troubles for a while, but they are still there after I finish playing. I suppose that I'm beginning to feel hopeless about changing my situation. It's difficult to find the motivation to make serious changes in my life when I don't really have people in my life that support me as far as pursuing independent living goes. Don't get me wrong, I have people I know online who have been rather supportive, which I really appreciate, but it's not the same as having someone you see in person. I could go on and on about this, but I don't wish to bore you, the reader of this blog.